Basically no.
I only really started feeling retired when I got back to Louisville after Lake Medora. Being at the lake was like an extended summer vacation.
Louisville is where I lived most of my non--retired life. So being in Louisville feels, negatively, like not a vacation, but, positively--well I really don't know yet.
I do have this fabulous trip to Europe
and then a good long stay at the lake.
But eventually, I will need to figure out how to lead a retired life when I am not on vacation. Hmmm.
Spring 2016, my first extended stay in Louisville, I do have a bunch of things lined up.
As I look at this, I realize I have a pretty full list for Spring 2016, and after that I will be in the U.P. where the narrative is lake life.
So I do have events to carry me through two years. But my narrative feels too episodic, too picaresque. I am still looking for a coherent narrative that moves towards something, rather than a set of as yet non-connected episodes.
PS It is not accidental that I chose pictures involving food and drink. Part of my retirement narrative must include eating and drinking of all sorts.
PPS I did realize that when all my friends were gearing up for the semester that I was very glad not to have to make a syllabus!
PPPS I think this blog is telling me I have to "write" something, but that it has to be multi-modal.
I only really started feeling retired when I got back to Louisville after Lake Medora. Being at the lake was like an extended summer vacation.
Louisville is where I lived most of my non--retired life. So being in Louisville feels, negatively, like not a vacation, but, positively--well I really don't know yet.
I do have this fabulous trip to Europe
and then a good long stay at the lake.
But eventually, I will need to figure out how to lead a retired life when I am not on vacation. Hmmm.
Spring 2016, my first extended stay in Louisville, I do have a bunch of things lined up.
- In January I am scheduled for jury duty (having successfully postponed the summons I received--I kid you not--on December 31, New Year's Eve--for jury duty February 2015. when I will be in Budapest). Oddly, I am looking forward to this; I have never served on a jury before and would love to be part of an interesting case.
- Sometime in the spring, I will repeat the series of workshops I did for UofL's Delphi Center on Building Writing Assignments. I am also going to do a workshop for the Graduate School on mentoring students.
- AND we plan to sell our house and buy a condo in our neighborhood, the Highlands.
As I look at this, I realize I have a pretty full list for Spring 2016, and after that I will be in the U.P. where the narrative is lake life.
So I do have events to carry me through two years. But my narrative feels too episodic, too picaresque. I am still looking for a coherent narrative that moves towards something, rather than a set of as yet non-connected episodes.
- Should I have figured this out before I retired? Would have been great, but probably not feasible.
- Should I try to figure it out now, or wait til I run out of stuff to do. Not the answer, because I need more than a series of events. I need a goal.
- Should I try not to think about this too much for the time-being and concentrate on what is just ahead. Obviously, yes. Living in the moment is as important as living towards the future.
PS It is not accidental that I chose pictures involving food and drink. Part of my retirement narrative must include eating and drinking of all sorts.
PPS I did realize that when all my friends were gearing up for the semester that I was very glad not to have to make a syllabus!
PPPS I think this blog is telling me I have to "write" something, but that it has to be multi-modal.